guitarified

So the past few days have been up and down.
I didn't have a drink the day before yesterday, at all, which is new.
And when I got home I decided I was in an excellent mood, and I've been trying to patch things up with my ex.
So I sent an email to her, saying I'd been a cunt (which I hadn't really) and apologised for all the things I had (supposedly) done, to clear the air.
She reads this, she gets mad at me, and says she can't deal with it right now and doesn't want to see or talk to me for a while.
She proceeds to text me.
What the fuck am I supposed to do with this. I gave her what she wanted, I apologised for shit I didn't even do, and she gets mad that I tried to clear the air.
Argarghahrghrh, So we haven't spoke today, which is weird. And I am annoyed and I just want everything to be fixed.
However, for the past two days I have been hanging out with my friend Beth, who I may or may not be in love with, but she has a boyfriend so that doesn't matter. However today I met him, and he is a tool, and they don't even hug, or hold hands, or show any affection. I think ME and Beth even show more affection. Weird.
Also I have drank for the past two days but not as much so that is good.
Yay.