I wrote a new poem today called Feeling of Fear. Let me know what you think.
This feeling of fear from having everything to lose.
A feeling of hate because you don't get to choose.
Beyond a road of black lays a gentle auburn sky.
But you were never meant to reach it, just meant to idle by.
If the right path leads to heaven then the left road you will take.
You'll traverse the thorny path to hell where you sins lay wide awake.
Born to suffer like a dog gone mad from living on the street.
Choking down these forced fed lies because that's all there is to eat.
Bones left shattered, torn apart from hands left black and blue.
The bones are yours, the hands are theirs, what else is there to do.
You try to hide and not stick out but the find you when you're low.
Left all alone when you need them most, I guess that's how it goes.
I've also been listening to a lot of Kpop/Jpop lately so i'll just add a small video dump
This feeling of fear from having everything to lose.
A feeling of hate because you don't get to choose.
Beyond a road of black lays a gentle auburn sky.
But you were never meant to reach it, just meant to idle by.
If the right path leads to heaven then the left road you will take.
You'll traverse the thorny path to hell where you sins lay wide awake.
Born to suffer like a dog gone mad from living on the street.
Choking down these forced fed lies because that's all there is to eat.
Bones left shattered, torn apart from hands left black and blue.
The bones are yours, the hands are theirs, what else is there to do.
You try to hide and not stick out but the find you when you're low.
Left all alone when you need them most, I guess that's how it goes.
I've also been listening to a lot of Kpop/Jpop lately so i'll just add a small video dump