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Wednesday Dec 21, 2011

Dec 21, 2011
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Now that I finished the song Just Pray im kind of stuck. I worked on it for over 6 months and it was my main focus. Now that it is completed it just feels weird. I love recording music, but I love the process of writing a lot more. Endless practicing day in and day out got me pumped. Not only that but Just Pray had a lot of emotional ties for me in it. My dad keeps telling me how much he enjoys it, but now he wants me to do a happier song instead of the emotional/depressing ones I seem to write so often.

My biggest problem there is that I haven't really had a lot of happy times. Through out the years it has been one chaotic event after another. I got so used to the danger/sadness of everything that occurred daily that the happy times were few and far between. I wanted to write a song about my dad,but with the way his health keeps declining I find it very difficult and the love/romantic songs I right seem lackluster overall. My style of writing has become somewhat typecast. Hopefully over the next few weeks i'll be able to write something less malevolent than usual.
perks:
I understand the not having a lot of happy times. You can always try to put a positive spin on the bad things that happened. They did lead you to where you are in life now.
Dec 21, 2011
guardian_:
True, and the bad times were worth the outcome don't get me wrong. It's the whole making the song sound happy that I find difficulty in.
Dec 21, 2011

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