On November 28th, 2008 I became the happiest man in the world. I became a father and nothing would have made me happier. That good news was soon brought to a halt when the doctors did an exam on my son. All of his major organs had cysts on them and was forcing them to shut down. They couldn't do anything to stop it and christmas morning he passed away. The day after he died his twin sister became very ill with jaundice and pneumonia. On January the 3rd she left to be with her brother. So here I am 3 years later still trying to piece my life back together. Some days I can't leave my room because of the sadness and others im alright. I take it day by day and try to become something better. I miss the both of you so much. The day you were born it was snowing and it was the same on the days each of you passed away. So today on your birthday it's only right that it started snowing again. The funny thing is that it's only snowing on my street. Everywhere else it's just rain. Maybe it's a message from them to tell me they're alright where they are. I know one day I will make them proud when I show them the father I would have been to them.
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