I've been going somewhat insane off and on lately. My Bday was a good break from the insanity but now that im stuck back in the house again it is creeping back on me. I have to stay home to take care of my dad who is a disabled vet. He has gone into kidney failure 5 times in the past year and has black outs daily. This made me quit my last job because I couldn't juggle working full time and taking care of him. Dont get me wrong I love my dad and im glad to take care of him, but being 20 years old and having to live with my parents sucks. When I was 18 I was packed up and ready to move states away but due to complications with my dad's health I couldn't just leave him behind. It saddens me that I can't even trust my mom to take care of my dad when im not there. The last 2 times I did she didn't even notice that he had fallen into a coma because of his kidney failure. I mean seriously?!? how do you not notice the man you are married to hasn't so much as gotten up to take a leak in over a week??? Oh well I guess i'll just have to roll with the punches and take things as they come, but as of right now my writing is the only thing holding me together.
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