One last smoke before I fall.
Light it up mother fucker, now end it all.
One last chance for me to give.
My last reason here left to live.
One last dream for me to chase.
Take it slow now boy, gotta set the pace.
i've got one more reason here left to fight
I light it up choke it back cause it starts tonight.
I was young, gave my trust, who knew i'd be wrong.
Led down the wrong road, living life by the bong.
Looking life through hazey eyes, didn't hear the foolish lies.
My mind was twisted and contorted fucking hindered by the high.
12 years old in the back of the car, lit it up, passed around, we were having a ball.
That was my life there for a couple of years
Before my rein as the king to a toll on my skills.
Night after night left shaking in the corner.
Make a little money to chase away the drama.
One more high to take away the pain.
One last night , it'll all be ok.
I was foolish, fucking weak, just a shell of a man.
Addicted to the bone, living life with no plan.
i'll Pop a few pills, then take a few shots,
now im running down the alley being chased by the cops.
Is this really me? what have I become?
What happened to the little kid that was having all the fun?
fucking disappeared,never to be seen.
Left all alone in a world so unclean.
Praying to my father to forgive me for my wrongs.
Don't forsake me, break me, pick me back up.
Turn this around, solid ground, pray for some goodluck.
Light it up mother fucker, now end it all.
One last chance for me to give.
My last reason here left to live.
One last dream for me to chase.
Take it slow now boy, gotta set the pace.
i've got one more reason here left to fight
I light it up choke it back cause it starts tonight.
I was young, gave my trust, who knew i'd be wrong.
Led down the wrong road, living life by the bong.
Looking life through hazey eyes, didn't hear the foolish lies.
My mind was twisted and contorted fucking hindered by the high.
12 years old in the back of the car, lit it up, passed around, we were having a ball.
That was my life there for a couple of years
Before my rein as the king to a toll on my skills.
Night after night left shaking in the corner.
Make a little money to chase away the drama.
One more high to take away the pain.
One last night , it'll all be ok.
I was foolish, fucking weak, just a shell of a man.
Addicted to the bone, living life with no plan.
i'll Pop a few pills, then take a few shots,
now im running down the alley being chased by the cops.
Is this really me? what have I become?
What happened to the little kid that was having all the fun?
fucking disappeared,never to be seen.
Left all alone in a world so unclean.
Praying to my father to forgive me for my wrongs.
Don't forsake me, break me, pick me back up.
Turn this around, solid ground, pray for some goodluck.
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melluka:
thanks for the FR.
guardian_:
Thanks and it had a lot of emotion because I wrote it about my life and the situation I used to be in.