So, I finally told my mom and sister about my depression and anxiety, along with finding help for it all.
Today was very therapeutic. I finally, after a 5 day hiatus, returned to work. Having my manager text me how very good I am at my job, and how much I'm needed was just the right boost I needed.
I can remember now the reason why I love my job: I love teaching people. I love being a manager that is responsible for bettering others. And I can apply that everyday life. The whole concept about it helps me be better.
That said, I really want to encourage anyone that reads this to teach out to me for anything they have going on. Even share this to ensure others see it (if that's possible). I have found that when I help others, I feel such an overwhelming sense of self-love! I really love myself so much more when I can just be there for someone else. And I can certainly use my own personal experience to offer a helpful and healthy direction for anyone that wishes.
Obviously, I am not licensed for anything. But I'm more than happy to be sounding-board for anyone that may need it.
I thank you all for being my sounding-board!!