So, I finally told my mom and sister about my depression and anxiety, along with finding help for it all.
Today was very therapeutic. I finally, after a 5 day hiatus, returned to work. Having my manager text me how very good I am at my job, and how much I'm needed was just the right boost I needed.
I can remember now the reason...
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Today was a good day. Go into work late to avoid massive overtime. Spent most of it directing and teaching others on what to do (I've found I love teaching others), along with other administrative tasks. But....
But then...I got home. My recent ex had dropped off some stuff of mine. I say recent in that the relationship just ended about a week ago. She...
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Well, folks. It's been a long week! Worked 5 nights, 58 hours, and rode my bike to work each day. I'm tired, and ready to sleep the next 24 hours before going back to work tomorrow night.
What's everyone else up to this weekend? Anyone have fun plans that I can vicariously live thru?
I'm getting ready to start a new position at my place of employment. It is a move up to a slightly higher management spot, and a step in a positive direction.
Downside, it's overnight. I've told myself I would never do it again, but there's potentially more money involved.
Also, I have made plenty of work friends since I started. But now, I'm their manager....
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How to begin:
Loneliness eats at me daily. But not hourly. When I'm at work, I'm at work. I'm thinking about what has to be done. Do I need more mulch brought down for the customer? Do I have enough sod for the day? What grass seed are the they going to want tomorrow? How many wheelbarrows will be bought tomorrow? Are the other departments...
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It's been a long, good week. Now starting the weekend with a beer and some hookah while sitting outside. My only company for now is the dogs and the random birds flying by. Very relaxing and enjoyable. Anyone care to join?
I'm finding myself extremely irritated at the fact that a friend of 9 years (Chris) can so easily disregard the feelings of a mutual friend of 8 years (Jess) so very easily. Jess flew 4 hours and then drove 3 more to be able to spend time with us, then he abandons what we had planned for a quick lay.
That is not who I...
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