grumpyemt

Well life is a rollercoaster ride sometimes, up, down, spun around, and you end up barfing on yourself. Thats the way I am feeling lately. I finally was over my ex and she comes back. She said she wanted to get back with me and was honest and said the 6 weeks she was gone she went back to her ex realized I treated better than he ever did and came back. 2 weeks later she finally comes totally clean and admits shes not attracted to me just wanted the security and things I had to offer her. Work blows still only part time after getting fucked over when I just wanted to go back to being an EMT on a shift instead of being the boss. At least I have some money saved to live on. A friend who is a therapist introduced me to the DVD the secret. Not really buying into the whole you get what you wish for. But trying to incorporate some of the things like projecting a positive attitude and being grateful for what I have. So we will see I guess.