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my weekend officially just began. im so excited to sleep the time away. going to see a movie tonight but i wanna get into a little mischief if the opportunity arrises...

and for my dear friend Lilith

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just got home from the laker game...im really drunk and i have no voice. hope everyone had a good weekend. holy shit its already wednesday. guess ima little late.

do you ever feel completely dissatisfied with life? like no matter what you do at that place where you are its not the right thing in the long run?

this is what im going through right now, and im not happy about it.

oh well, bring on the booze

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i back and i have a bag of trouble with me...my mom was moving and i was completely out of it. i think i moved a whole elephant in that process.

im in much better spirits and ready to play again...

i was at the laker game last night and saw them take all the joy outta the san antonio spurs lives. now i have no voice and a huge hangover...

in regards to my last journal:


i remmber now......wooohooo!!!!!

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i quit the job i had...working with the old architect. he was an asshole. so i have a new job and i start wednesday


on another note, i think that i forgot what sex is like....and the last time i had some

you know those songs the awaken a part of you that has been sleeping for a while. i think i found mine. ive been dealing with my mom moving and a boss that is a giant douche-bag. then i hear this band called Unified Theory that makes me so horny i forget about all my worries.

this is the one that sends chills up my...
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MAD WORLD

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where
Going no where
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow
And I find I kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams...
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i have been deathly ill for the past week. i was only at work for 2 days and thats because i felt so bad about not being there. my eyes were almost swolen shut yesterday, which was the scariest thing ever.

as i sit in my bed and plan my day accordingly i am so thankful to my dear friends who took care of me....
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Music to fornicate to:

*Broken Social Scene
*score to Dead Man
*Nine Inch Nails - Pretty Hate Machine
*Frank Sinatra
*Ben Harper
*Lenny Kravitz


to be continued...