Well i am back! Sorry but my Mom died and i had to go out of town for a while, but i am back in the swamp, alive and kickin!
I am bushed! had one heck of a drive back from Ohio, we stopped in Virginia, around the Norton, Wise area, and put some flowers from my Moms funeral, on my Grandparents graves ( her Mom and Dad ). Then we drove straight thru from there! I had to stop in Georgia and get some stackers, so i could make it home! So i am kinda wiped right now! I think i will take a nap after this update and try and catch up on some ZZZzzz's! Other than that i have been cleaning up the yard today, both mine and my Mom and Dads! I am getting ready to pack my stuff up and move over there in a few weeks! Anyone who has my phone number, can reach me at one number lower! LOL I got the two ajoining numbers for my parents because they could not remember numbers very well, so i will just keep there old number!
I am doing better than i thought thru all of this! I have my moments, but that is understandable! Today i went to the Post Office because i had to get a registered letter that came while i was out of town, and i jumped in my van, and there was a pillow that my Mom gave me just before she left for Ohio that said,"A Mothers Heart is a special place where children always have a home." Yeah you guessed it, i started bawling like a baby!
I am just glad i got the chance to say my goodbyes, and that i loved her
before she left this world! My sister said that she wouldn't leave until i came, and it was true, because a few hours after i arrived at the hospital, she was gone! Anyway, that is what happened today! I am o.k. now! and i know she is o.k. too! thanks everyone for your support, and your concern, and sympathys! I really mean that from the bottom of my heart! You friends are the best! Next weeks journal will be more upbeat! I promise! LOL
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hael:
i wuv you gator sweetie .. i'm glad you seem to be taking this all as well as you are .. i hope things start getting better for you soon you really do deserve it
sleeptyper:
I'm glad you got to see her before she was gone. It's always the little things that trigger the biggest memories. She'll always be with you, and you with she.. in hearts and memories. Glad you made it back to Tampa safe.