grimmygrimm

Sometimes i feel my advice falls on deaf ears it sucks wether its a friend or my father. GRRRRRRRRR JUST F***ING LISTEN TO ME!!!!!! well to speak more of this weekend.... Friday i was just in an awkward mood and just wanted to be around people and well everyone had other plans so i went home after sushi and waited tell 10pm tell i could hang out with a friend and get coffee. Talked long time.... Sat worked then went to do my stuff at RHPS well the girl i was seeing showed up.... ( long story short... dated her for 7 months broke up, started seeing each other (open relationship) and then dating again just recently we decided to go back to seeing each other cause of issues? and then i felt it just wasnt working) so she showed up and we got into it and i broke things off completly with her.. We talked again later that night when she calmed down and things are a little better. but still not seeing each other.... Sunday i just laid in bed then went and Karaokeed...

On top of that since my relationship started going down hill and being single or and open relationship became a option i started thinking of how i have never really been a ladys man and although i dont wanna relationship meeting new girls would be really awsome right now.. and thats what i want meet some cool girls go on a date that type of stuff.....

As for the first comment i made im just upset with a friend who i told him his girlfriend was cheating on him... he went into shock and HEAVY denial...
My dad's wife is fucked up and he get to the point of i think it would be best to end it but he dosnt SHE IS BAD she messes with his head and she lies and she could give a fuck less about how he feels ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!
ok all i can do is smile go insane and laugh untell the white coats take me away HA HAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

and despite all this i feel a little better