grimace66

Excuse me please one more drink, can you make it strong, cause I don't need to think.

I am not sure what is wrong with me this year but I am having a very difficult time getting into the Christmas sprit, what bothers me more is that I can't seem to figure out why. I guess when you're a kid Christmas is the coolest time of the year because of all of the presents that you are going to get, but me not being a kid any more, I find myself not really giving a shit. Most of the people that I used to enjoy spending time with at Christmas (Pop-Pop, Grandmom, Aunt Connie, and Uncle Andy to name just a few), are gone, along with many of the traditions that came along with those people. I realize that people have to die, it's part of life, I guess I just have a hard time dealing with it, even after all of these years, and this time of year I find myself missing them even more than I already do, which I am beginning to think is a little more than normal

I have tried desperately to force myself into some sort of Christmas spirit but I just can't seem to make it stick. I think I am out of options.

Well to anyone that actually reads this, Happy Holidays