Four in the morning. Its been this way for the last several nights. Deep down I know that contractions start in the middle of the night when mommy is relaxed. That's the way it was two years and nine months ago too. So what does my crazed mind do? It wakes me up at two or three am. Only to find my lady love snoring away. Maybe expectant fathers have some kind of psyco spiritual function. Like we absorb mommies stress and madness and work it out for them. I don't know. All I know is I love her desparatly and if I could do this for her I would in a moment. I can't though. So here I am venting and trying to get back to sleep. Where's the emoticon for exhausted?
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maybe this waking up at 4am isn't cause you know it's when the contractions will start, maybe it's preparation for all night baby hours. ya never know...
...although, there was that one guy recently whose wife posted under his account
however, even if you were zotted, you kind of need to ask yourself...as much as you may love the friends you've made here, how much do you really have in common with most of them, outside suicide girls? especially with some of the youngsters... i can only think of a small handful of people that i could realistically see myself hanging out with outside of sg events, or having non-sg related conversations with.
to those of you reading this post, of course i'm talking about you!