we will taste the islands and the sea......
I know that some night
in some bedroom
soon
my fingers will
rift
through
soft clean
hair
songs such as no radio
plays
all sadness, grinning
into flow.
-charles bukowski.
.........feeling better. clearer perspective, less muddied with glaring emotions.
when i am sad i crave the taste of beauty with such an acute hunger. nothing else will...
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I know that some night
in some bedroom
soon
my fingers will
rift
through
soft clean
hair
songs such as no radio
plays
all sadness, grinning
into flow.
-charles bukowski.
.........feeling better. clearer perspective, less muddied with glaring emotions.
when i am sad i crave the taste of beauty with such an acute hunger. nothing else will...
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"But crack, my heart, for i must hold my tongue."
.....limited expression can tear down the sturdiest of souls. it tore down hers.
...i've lost a friend. the news is fresh from my island home, where midnight is just breaking. this will be the first day in paradise without her.
her favorite play was The Tempest.
why?
'cause she was named Miranda......she would always have...
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.....limited expression can tear down the sturdiest of souls. it tore down hers.
...i've lost a friend. the news is fresh from my island home, where midnight is just breaking. this will be the first day in paradise without her.
her favorite play was The Tempest.
why?
'cause she was named Miranda......she would always have...
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silencenoir:
I'm sorry to hear about your friend. Surely where she is now, she'll be looking over you... like your guardian angel. This was a nice little tribute to her. She was loved, it shows.
**hugs**
**hugs**
trismegistus:
very sad to hear it, sir. she was obviously loved.
and now she's on to somplace better;
else perhaps the next adventure.
or failing those,
just sweet repose.
and now she's on to somplace better;
else perhaps the next adventure.
or failing those,
just sweet repose.
i can't afford therapy.........
..............so i go to Costco instead.
i gather my epiphanies in bulk and i always save the receipt. my mama didn't raise no fool.
i'm not joking...Costco is a true refuge for me.
-when you feel internal storm clouds on the horizon, where do you run to for a wee bit of shelter?
..............so i go to Costco instead.
i gather my epiphanies in bulk and i always save the receipt. my mama didn't raise no fool.
i'm not joking...Costco is a true refuge for me.
-when you feel internal storm clouds on the horizon, where do you run to for a wee bit of shelter?
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juliana:
The nearest bookstore.
And failing that, the cemetery.
And failing that, the cemetery.
trismegistus:
when storm clouds are on the horizon... i'm fucked. i'm in fucking wyoming. there is no shelter for a hundred miles in any direction. i get pummeled.
by the way, sir, i really liked one of your comments from elsewhere... 'my belief' (yes i'm quoting you) 'has no doctrine or shape....just a feeling. a decision to admit there is more than i could ever be aware of.' i thought that very well put. i was hinting at the same thing but to vaguer and sappier results.
by the way, sir, i really liked one of your comments from elsewhere... 'my belief' (yes i'm quoting you) 'has no doctrine or shape....just a feeling. a decision to admit there is more than i could ever be aware of.' i thought that very well put. i was hinting at the same thing but to vaguer and sappier results.
she actually called....
.....i'm stupified.
.....i'm stupified.
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ivy:
Take her out for that Harvey Wallbanger 
juliana:
lookit casanova all aflutter... you're not making this easy.
i'm stunned by how funny Family Guy is......just stunned.
....the worst thing about being a bartender is that when i have a hang over, like now, i can never get away from being around alcohol....i have no plans to drink the stuff, but even the sight of it will make my balls twitch...in the BAD way, not the good way, silly monsters.
that's all for...
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....the worst thing about being a bartender is that when i have a hang over, like now, i can never get away from being around alcohol....i have no plans to drink the stuff, but even the sight of it will make my balls twitch...in the BAD way, not the good way, silly monsters.
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krim:
yea i caught the last 10 or so minutes of family guy today, 1st time i'd seen it in probably a year and i had forgotten how funny it is. Any info on when it's ever on or what channels?
on september 1st, 1989 i wrote:
Within arms reach, were tongues play.
Our lips entwined.
Of ecstasy.
Of desire.
We throb and moan to tickle our fancy.
We fuck and scream to deny the pain.
In arms there is comfort.
In body there is joy.
.........i was 13.
the fuck was i doing at 13?
......the fuck were you doing at 13?
Within arms reach, were tongues play.
Our lips entwined.
Of ecstasy.
Of desire.
We throb and moan to tickle our fancy.
We fuck and scream to deny the pain.
In arms there is comfort.
In body there is joy.
.........i was 13.
the fuck was i doing at 13?
......the fuck were you doing at 13?
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michael_desade:
Banging Tanya while her parents were getting stoned in their garage.
While you may be spectactular, I am the greatest thing since electro-shock therapy.
While you may be spectactular, I am the greatest thing since electro-shock therapy.
imbleeding:
Probably being grounded. I was ALWAYS fucking grounded. 
some days are strange.....there are unlooked for gifts floating by. i don't know what i would like to say. it is a strange day, and i sit here fully satiated from gazing over every curve of an unattainable piece of brown eyed moonshine. merely looking has left me dumb.......i think this marks my first official crush since the days of running home to catch the...
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tegan:
lol, well you know i have been having these dreams lately.. hehehe.
chloe isent the chloe from here.. lol
chloe is one of my best friends... ill post a candid of her soon. xo.
chloe isent the chloe from here.. lol
chloe is one of my best friends... ill post a candid of her soon. xo.
tegan:
harvey wallbanger..
strange name for a drink.
*insert slick comment here*
-not very slick-
p.s thank you
strange name for a drink.
*insert slick comment here*
-not very slick-
p.s thank you
RRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
.........some days, ya know?
.........some days, ya know?
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tegan:
i think the ahhhhhhhhh was more alon the lines of...
im-going-to-school-in-5-days-for-the-first-time-in-2-years Ahhhhhhh...
but it was refreshing.
for yellow bike
love florence
im-going-to-school-in-5-days-for-the-first-time-in-2-years Ahhhhhhh...
but it was refreshing.
for yellow bike
love florence
tegan:
LOOK ! LOOK!
IM UP!!!!!!!!!!!
fuckin eh.
Kissed to grendel_kin & yellow bike!
IM UP!!!!!!!!!!!
fuckin eh.
Kissed to grendel_kin & yellow bike!
today i'm curious about you....the dear folk who wander to my journal.
******describe your laugh in three words*******
....and my day was fine, thank you. i think i'll run the marathon in march....so training is now a focus. today i ran 8 miles. never thought this would be me. grendel the runner. that can be my tribal name. i should probably invest in some good...
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******describe your laugh in three words*******
....and my day was fine, thank you. i think i'll run the marathon in march....so training is now a focus. today i ran 8 miles. never thought this would be me. grendel the runner. that can be my tribal name. i should probably invest in some good...
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ivy:
Loud, unforgiving, uncontrollable.
My roommate ran a marathon. Her toenails turned black. It's been 9 months, still bruised.
My roommate ran a marathon. Her toenails turned black. It's been 9 months, still bruised.
stormy:
im pretty positive i am.
the days and nights are there to entice my wicked childish whims.
i'd gladly throw off all days and nights for a sky clad moonlit swim.
......two lines of a silly poem i wrote in 6th grade. i was rifling through a box or two of old memories, and found this scrawled on a napkin from denny's. it even had chocolate milkshake stains on it....
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i'd gladly throw off all days and nights for a sky clad moonlit swim.
......two lines of a silly poem i wrote in 6th grade. i was rifling through a box or two of old memories, and found this scrawled on a napkin from denny's. it even had chocolate milkshake stains on it....
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lilith:
No, I am from Argentina. 
lilith:
Hehe, and that Coldwater Joke brought a smirk to my face.....Not that bad huh?
Joe vs. the volcano???