THE PANTHER
In the Jardin des Plantes, Paris
His vision, from the constantly passing bars,
has grown so weary that it cannot hold
anything else. It seems to him there are
a thousand bars; and behind the bars, no world.
As he paces in cramped circles, over and over,
the movement of his powerful soft strides
is like a ritual dance around a center
in...
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In the Jardin des Plantes, Paris
His vision, from the constantly passing bars,
has grown so weary that it cannot hold
anything else. It seems to him there are
a thousand bars; and behind the bars, no world.
As he paces in cramped circles, over and over,
the movement of his powerful soft strides
is like a ritual dance around a center
in...
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yeah, i ran the fucking marathon.
WANNA FIGHT ABOUT IT????
WANNA FIGHT ABOUT IT????
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molly:
As I said in my email- try IMing me, ya louse. It's MollyCrabapple.
Must admit to a curiosity as to how your wits hold up in (semi) real time : )
-M
Must admit to a curiosity as to how your wits hold up in (semi) real time : )
-M
trismegistus:
i rely on cleverness in life as opposed to knowledge.
who needs the latter if you've got the former?
who needs the latter if you've got the former?
no more, no more, no more....... i am too preoccupied with this site. damn vixens and their magic boobies.
i'll be back after the marathon.....pray the gods let me finish intact.
weep not, my little ones. hold your tears for the deeper sorrows of the world....i'll swing back through later.
ttfn,
grendel_kin
i'll be back after the marathon.....pray the gods let me finish intact.
weep not, my little ones. hold your tears for the deeper sorrows of the world....i'll swing back through later.
ttfn,
grendel_kin
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xixax:
good luck tomorrow!!!! Don't hurt yourself
xixax:
*knock knock knock*
Hellooooo
you still alive???
Hellooooo
you still alive???
well, kittens......
tonight we(in the royal sense, of course) gift ourselves with a rare herbal indulgence, washed down with a few over-priced beers and some guilt free television.
"why?" you timidly ask.
because this weekend, this floppy haired twit was quite the clever monkey and i impressed those who needed to be impressed.
.......oh, yes, nearly forgot. still running constantly. the race is on march...
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tonight we(in the royal sense, of course) gift ourselves with a rare herbal indulgence, washed down with a few over-priced beers and some guilt free television.
"why?" you timidly ask.
because this weekend, this floppy haired twit was quite the clever monkey and i impressed those who needed to be impressed.
.......oh, yes, nearly forgot. still running constantly. the race is on march...
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collapsingstar:
hi-larious corner youve got goin on.

molly:
A poem- Millay and the anti-gothy-tendancy poem ever
I had a little sorrow
Born of a little sin
So I found a room
All damp with gloom
And shut us all within
And little sorrow, oh!" said I
"And little sin, pray god to die"
"I upon the floor shall lie"
"And think how bad I've been"
But alas for pious planning
It mattered not a whit
As far as gloom went in that room
A lamp might have been lit
My little sorrow would not weep
My little sin not go to sleep
And for all the world I could not keep
My graceless mind on it
So I got up in anger
And dropped the book I had
And put a ribbon in my hair
For some passing lad
"For this there is no getting by
"I've been a wicked girl, said I
"But if I can't be sorry, why
"I might as well be glad!"
I had a little sorrow
Born of a little sin
So I found a room
All damp with gloom
And shut us all within
And little sorrow, oh!" said I
"And little sin, pray god to die"
"I upon the floor shall lie"
"And think how bad I've been"
But alas for pious planning
It mattered not a whit
As far as gloom went in that room
A lamp might have been lit
My little sorrow would not weep
My little sin not go to sleep
And for all the world I could not keep
My graceless mind on it
So I got up in anger
And dropped the book I had
And put a ribbon in my hair
For some passing lad
"For this there is no getting by
"I've been a wicked girl, said I
"But if I can't be sorry, why
"I might as well be glad!"
running all the time...legs ready to fall off.
fucking greeks and their fucking marathons.
......right. this was not the brightest of journal entries.....i blame the fucking greeks. bastards!!!
fucking greeks and their fucking marathons.
......right. this was not the brightest of journal entries.....i blame the fucking greeks. bastards!!!
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danika:
Comedian?? stand up, I remember you saying something like that, I go to lots of comedy shows, comedians are cool,, unless they don't like you.
cedar:
ooo, look it the journal now...
ha, i love it!
ha, i love it!
this fire haired vixen steps up to my bar...
"just where, darlin', in the hierarchy of the angels do you fall?...for you are surely an angel."
her last statement punctuated by a flash of heart stopping hazels.
panic sets in.....i have no reply. my mind jumps to and from every corner of reference. there is nothing there. i am defeated.
darkness. death. the end of...
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"just where, darlin', in the hierarchy of the angels do you fall?...for you are surely an angel."
her last statement punctuated by a flash of heart stopping hazels.
panic sets in.....i have no reply. my mind jumps to and from every corner of reference. there is nothing there. i am defeated.
darkness. death. the end of...
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juliana:
...and you thought drunken reporters were no fun.
Just make sure she's a she.
Just make sure she's a she.
cedar:
hahhaa! i actually went and did them! and my day was really crappy untill just now...thanks for that! dance always makes things better...i think i just forget that.


something i'm dealing with.....
"Negative capability, that is, when a man is capable of being in uncertainties, mysteries and doubts without any irritable reaching after fact and reason"
-Keats (from a letter)
.....such is my current course of "study". i find it rather peculiar that many of the journals i read here are about the labors of studying hard facts or arguments, maybe even figures...
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"Negative capability, that is, when a man is capable of being in uncertainties, mysteries and doubts without any irritable reaching after fact and reason"
-Keats (from a letter)
.....such is my current course of "study". i find it rather peculiar that many of the journals i read here are about the labors of studying hard facts or arguments, maybe even figures...
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adore:
I really like being called Miss Sapphire. It makes me happy. 

dumpling:
I am also always hungry. I wonder if I can be alive and not hungry. Often when I am not hungry I eat anyway because I have derived pleasure from it once - why not over and over and over again.
Although you have decided that a fraggle is your inner child, Juliana shows her boobs so she wins hands down. I will reconsider if you show your boobs - but you should know that I am hopelessly lame and whiny. I drink very little but I shower obsessively. I'm a baby lesbian virgin and I don't drive.
Although you have decided that a fraggle is your inner child, Juliana shows her boobs so she wins hands down. I will reconsider if you show your boobs - but you should know that I am hopelessly lame and whiny. I drink very little but I shower obsessively. I'm a baby lesbian virgin and I don't drive.
i have been told by folks on this site that my internet skills do not fully do justice to the level of entertaining arrogance that easily rolls off my tongue in person. i do not know what to do about that. i feel a profound sadness for all the scantily clad whims of fancy that decorate and inhabit this electronic world, for they might never...
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cedar:
you're insane.
cedar:
(but, i still love you....my little crackhead)

no matter who my bride of the moment might be, i will always save a fragment of my soul's need for miranda otto. i have never been so stirred by a woman's beauty alone. as for her mind...if she can but speak my name, she'll have me.
and to think, it could have been..... funny, very funny.
and to think, it could have been..... funny, very funny.
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cedar:
you have no idea how hard your comment made me laugh! too bad you died though. but hey, it was nice hanging out with you when you were still alive...maybe your rotting corpse will resurect itself and come out to play w/ us again?
hope your new year is filled w/ many a fanciful booby!
hope your new year is filled w/ many a fanciful booby!

neko:
i like the phrase "bride of the moment"
i approve of many things
including kittens
the bay area is your friend
you should come down and say hello
hello
i approve of many things
including kittens
the bay area is your friend
you should come down and say hello
hello
hey Christmas!!! i just bought a little x-mas tree doll and a pack of needles. your seasonal ass is SO MINE!!!!!
**exits laughing**
what is that one thing a person can do that makes you fall under their voodoo spell instantly?
mine.....be instantly willing to laugh, or be unable to pass up a play ground. also, walking up to me naked and asking if i...
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**exits laughing**
what is that one thing a person can do that makes you fall under their voodoo spell instantly?
mine.....be instantly willing to laugh, or be unable to pass up a play ground. also, walking up to me naked and asking if i...
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missexit3:
Thank you so much for your comment! it made my day. I thought it was a pretty obvious over exaggeration, but i guess you must have been sleeping when you read my post. Screw you, and have a happy holiday.

adore:
Well, I hope you enjoy the first set enough to want a second one because this idea is amazing!
Merry Christmas.
Merry Christmas.

You know where you can go, and why.