gremlinz

[Edit]

No more.
I gave too much.

I keep asking myself the same question over and over again. I don't have enough guts to go through with it.

He gives me everything I need but I'm always wanting more. Is that bad? I know I get greedy sometimes.

He says what he means and I remain speechless.

Holy shit, Kiki's set is hawt.

I'm breaking down, people. Things are going to crash soon and I don't know who to hold on to.

Goldie, anyone?

I just got back from the Alexisonfire/Moneen/Hopesfall/Boys Night Out/Closet Monster show. I thought Moneen played the best, they're just so friggin' energetic every time I see them. At one point, while they were performing 'The Last Song I Will Ever Want To Sing', I wanted to cry. What a beautiful song. All in all, the show was faaaaaaaaaaantastic. But I reek from my own sweat...
Read More

No regrets.

I've been up for 20 hours and I'm probably going to be kicking for another 12+. I forget what it's like to be tired.

Things are changing around here. I don't know if I like it or not.

Maybe tonight will be different.
I want fireworks, I want the sky to explode for us.
Tonight.

We were so close...

He continues to haunt me in my dreams even though we stopped speaking to each other years ago.
It was a pleasant dream though. I just felt this huge sense of regret when I woke up. I never did want that relationship to end. Now I'm left with nothing.