I think I'll make today a two update day since I'm currently feeling a bit off and am a little bored.
I feel kinda weird meeting new people. I've never had problems making friends with people since most folks generally describe me as the nicest guy they know. It's just the initial stages of starting up a friendship have always been a little odd for me. I've had the same group of friends in Cleveland forever and never really made any attempts to make any new friends since I loved all my buddies to no end and didn't really have the need to obtain more. The problem is that left me a tad bit unsociable when it comes to random strangers I meet. Now that I'm here in Portland I kind of feel that with every person I talk to I'm pushing myself too hard to be their good buddy. I hate feeling this way since I try to be as open and honest as possible with everybody. I'm glad I joined up with the site before I moved here though. The local events have been a great way to introduce myself to other people in the area. All the people I've met so far have been totally awsome and have turned out to be cool people with good hearts to them.
I'm currently listening to Art Tatum's "Willow Weep For Me." I like to listen to jazz when I'm feeling anxious, as it helps to mellow me out a little bit.
:Edit: I think I might have accidently deleted someones comment on my last entry. I didn't get to read it or even see who it was by, so if it was yours it would be extra awsome if you reposted it.
I feel kinda weird meeting new people. I've never had problems making friends with people since most folks generally describe me as the nicest guy they know. It's just the initial stages of starting up a friendship have always been a little odd for me. I've had the same group of friends in Cleveland forever and never really made any attempts to make any new friends since I loved all my buddies to no end and didn't really have the need to obtain more. The problem is that left me a tad bit unsociable when it comes to random strangers I meet. Now that I'm here in Portland I kind of feel that with every person I talk to I'm pushing myself too hard to be their good buddy. I hate feeling this way since I try to be as open and honest as possible with everybody. I'm glad I joined up with the site before I moved here though. The local events have been a great way to introduce myself to other people in the area. All the people I've met so far have been totally awsome and have turned out to be cool people with good hearts to them.
I'm currently listening to Art Tatum's "Willow Weep For Me." I like to listen to jazz when I'm feeling anxious, as it helps to mellow me out a little bit.
:Edit: I think I might have accidently deleted someones comment on my last entry. I didn't get to read it or even see who it was by, so if it was yours it would be extra awsome if you reposted it.