Its alright , for a now ....some people I went to highschool with are trying to contact me via e-mail , its weird cause I still think of everone I used to know as seventeen year olds still ....wierd ,its like hey its you but fat and hairy and old ..............
IVE FUCKING HAD IT TODAY I WANT TO RUN AWAY AND GO CRAZY THEN HAVE A DRINK AND FUCKING RELAX
I REALLY NEED TO GET AWAY RIGHT NOW
I GUNNA RIP OUT MY HAIR
I REALLY NEED TO GET AWAY RIGHT NOW
I GUNNA RIP OUT MY HAIR
calypso:
Thank you, sweetie...
By the look of that journal entry, though, you need to get laid. Five times.
By the look of that journal entry, though, you need to get laid. Five times.
Second day of the new year and my mother has already started one of her huge bullshit fights with me .......
think calm happy thoughts think calm happy thoughts
my dreams are getting weirder and weirder somebody suggested I talk to my doctor about them ....thats sounds kinda stupid to me ......
Happy new year from Greg and his bitch
think calm happy thoughts think calm happy thoughts
my dreams are getting weirder and weirder somebody suggested I talk to my doctor about them ....thats sounds kinda stupid to me ......
Happy new year from Greg and his bitch
mercie:
if you'd like to, there's the wishlist for amazon in my profile. that's the way dear. xo
I really really cant handle my brain anymore .I stress so much ,I cant stop thinking about shit Im scared of ,I could turn into one of thoose people whos afraid to leave the fucking house if I didnt try to ignore my fears and paranoia.
Geeze ! Really do normal people walk around and think to themselfs .Im going to die someday and be...
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Ive got this 200$ gift certif I got for a wedding present its for this tattoo shop Ive never been to ,but I checked out the place on line and it looks really good so I think im gunna get the top of my back finished and im alittle crazy about it cause I havent got a super big 4 hour tattoo in a few...
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mercie:
the gauge I'm going to is zero, and the jump from two to zero is too much for me to shove the plugs through. I have a taper as well, but I couldn't get that to go through either. So I'm taping it little by little and then I'll put in the zero plugs. It's a pain but worth it, in my opinion. 
I dont wanna write anything
I just realized I sound like a complete idiot in that last entry
lumenagerie:
But yet, its a classic.
lumenagerie:
Stoned or drunken posts are always instant classics.
Ya its a offical im the funkyest looking bitch there is and I hate every picuter of myself !!!!!
oh man today some guy rang at my door when I answerd he was like " hey is your mom or dad home?" huh? I was like
youre kidding right ? fucking huh? man Im so stoned and everything im writting sounds so fucking dumb to...
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oh man today some guy rang at my door when I answerd he was like " hey is your mom or dad home?" huh? I was like
youre kidding right ? fucking huh? man Im so stoned and everything im writting sounds so fucking dumb to...
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Yeah im a fucking genius I figured out how to put picks on here even though I fucking hate how I look in the one of my friend and my husband I look retarted and still bloated from having the baby !!
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mr_rick:
<in my best waitstaff singing voice> happy happy birthday, happy happy birthday; it's your birthday, happy happy birthday!!!
rick
AKA the birthday stalker
rick
AKA the birthday stalker
Damn it I need some glasses (money please ) Iwas wriiting for 2 hours last night trying to come up with some good ideas and my freaken eyes went blury and I felt kinda spin-e
p.s. ya I know Im pretty much talking to myself here
p.s. ya I know Im pretty much talking to myself here
mercie:
it IS hot isn't it? I can't be mad about self mutilation when it's that effing sexy.
Yeah he showed concern. with his BODY. oh snap.
Yeah he showed concern. with his BODY. oh snap.
mercie:
PS - go request lots of friends miss talking-to-yerself