Ever have a need to vent and not have anyone to vent to? That's kinda what I'm going through right now. I have been putting up with a lot of crap lately, and I'm not sure how much longer I want to tolerate it before I lose it. I haven't been sleeping well, and I think I'm getting ulcers.
So, what could possibly be so bad? Well, this is the second time I found out my wife has been fucking around with her lesbian lover behind my back. I fell for it when she told me it was over the first time and that they were just friends, but man was I a sucker. She has become a master of making believe what she wants me to believe, even though it goes against my gut instinct. This situation is taking a huge toll on me and my sanity, as well as my two young daughters'.
Just when I think things are starting to get better, all hell breaks loose. I don't know why the hell I even convince myself that I still love her so much, especially after what she has put me and the children through over the past few years. Now that she has a job, I almost wish she would just tell me she is leaving me and the girls to live with her lover so that I can try to live life with a little less drama and a lot less stress.
Anyways, it was nice getting that off my chest, even though there is a 99.99% chance no one will even read it. If you do happen to take the time to read it, thanks.
So, what could possibly be so bad? Well, this is the second time I found out my wife has been fucking around with her lesbian lover behind my back. I fell for it when she told me it was over the first time and that they were just friends, but man was I a sucker. She has become a master of making believe what she wants me to believe, even though it goes against my gut instinct. This situation is taking a huge toll on me and my sanity, as well as my two young daughters'.
Just when I think things are starting to get better, all hell breaks loose. I don't know why the hell I even convince myself that I still love her so much, especially after what she has put me and the children through over the past few years. Now that she has a job, I almost wish she would just tell me she is leaving me and the girls to live with her lover so that I can try to live life with a little less drama and a lot less stress.
Anyways, it was nice getting that off my chest, even though there is a 99.99% chance no one will even read it. If you do happen to take the time to read it, thanks.
The rest will work itself out and the last thing you can afford to do is let you health suffer.
Hang in there!