greggster

Thank you all for the comments. I do really appreciate it. Ive been doing some real soul searching of late. I have decided that while i may not have all the material things that some do, i do have a huge heart.

This relationship not working was a blessing in disguise. While i love the connection and affection that one gets while being in a relationship and i do. A relationship is not what i need right now in my life. Instead I need to focus on getting my life in a better place one step at a time. I know many of you have said this many times, i just always wanted to be able to do that with a partner along side. I realize now that isn't in my best interest.

I want to take some online courses in hopes of becoming an ASL interpreter . Or perhaps someone who teaches ASL to family of people who have deaf children. Also I have decided that California is not where i want to live. It will suit me fine while i get my life on track. But I have always dreamed of living in NY so as my life starts to take shape I will make that a reality as well. Then once in my goals have been attained I will be open to sharing my life with someone else.

Even so If that never happens, If I am doing a job i am proud of and living in a City i adore. I will consider it a success.

I don't care if i ever own a home, as long as i have a nice place to come home to at the end of the day. Eventually i would like to have a special someone to come home to. But all in good time.

I don't care if i ever drive or own a car again. I actually prefer not to. Which is why my living in NY would be perfect for me.

I will have to have to find a place to live with strangers for a while which im not thrilled about but i have to make sacrifices to get to where i need to be.

Thanks again for all the support and care.