I long for a normal life again. Working to earn a living ad coming home to my own place and cooking dinner for the girl i love. I miss the simple things. I know eventually i will get back to that spot again. I am just getting very impatient. It is getting tougher and tougher to quell the boredom and it is doing bad things to my emotional state.
I feel like i am always one blink away from falling into depression. Today i took awalk for about an hour and a half. it was the highlight of my day.
So many things i want to do and see, i just wantto be able to stop dreaming about them and do them. ...god i hope things change for me soon...they have to..they just have to.
On the up side, warm raindrops on my face feel nice. and cool me off from the hot humid day.
I feel like i am always one blink away from falling into depression. Today i took awalk for about an hour and a half. it was the highlight of my day.
So many things i want to do and see, i just wantto be able to stop dreaming about them and do them. ...god i hope things change for me soon...they have to..they just have to.
On the up side, warm raindrops on my face feel nice. and cool me off from the hot humid day.
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Love you hun, as always, I'm just a phone call away. Coming to see you all again soon I hope. <3
I couldn't have said it better.
BUT the best way to not fall deeper is to realize what you have at the moment.. .yeah that's hard as hell to keep focused on (and man do I know it) but it is the truth. Keep to your goals and hope for the best!