im so frustrated i want to scream been out trying to land some type of work since 320am only to come home with nothing to show but "come back tomorrow's" and "sorry we are not hiring at this stores" Fuck...i hate being out of work. i hate being a burden on people.
i hate not paying my own way.
i hate that i cant afford to turn my phone on.
i hate that i feel powerless to change things right now
I love her though...completely
she is keeping me sane and motivated and from doing what i most want to right now...curl up in a ball and cry..or scream....either would feel good right now.
I wonder if she even knows how much i am in love with her?
i hate not paying my own way.
i hate that i cant afford to turn my phone on.
i hate that i feel powerless to change things right now
I love her though...completely
she is keeping me sane and motivated and from doing what i most want to right now...curl up in a ball and cry..or scream....either would feel good right now.
I wonder if she even knows how much i am in love with her?
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and ima ship you peedoo if she doesnt stop waking my ass up at 2.33 every fuckin morning. wtf.
oh and get your damn phone or say hi once in a while. i talk to spaco more than i talk to you. shes gonna be my new best friend. and then she might leave you for me. is that what you want? IS IT????
Didnt think so. Ass.