greggster

So, my lil run with internets has come to a close, It was nice to see lots of familiar faces in the Chat and catch up reading blogs and stuff. Speaking of which I want to apologize for not being able to respond to your comments. You see, I can post new blogs on my phone and i can send messages but I cant reply to comments or make any...its weird but meh...what can ya do?

Things for me in Cali have gotten pretty bad. I still have had no luck finding work, I will most likely have my truck repo'd soon. I am still living on couches (thank you to those that have put me up by the way) And on the 24th I have to go to court over something really stupid i did, which will leave me most likely facing jail time and making my search for a job all that much harder. I have been really down as of late, both on myself and on life in general. Im starting to think that maybe Cali is not the place for me anymore and maybe I should start over somewhere else. Who knows...i just know i cant take too much more of this...the pressure and everything is really wracking on my mental state.

Anyways, I love you all and thanks again for all the support...so many of you have been there for me and i can't thank you enough. I feel as though I am letting you guys down...you all had such high hopes for me as did I. I truly thought this was going to be an amazing journey and its turned out to be a sheer test of will. I just hope i have it in me to see it through.

Until i see you again....much love