greg9211

I got some things done today, and that always makes me feel better about myself. A blood test to check my testosterone levels, a visit with friends, some private "me" time so I could catch up on some reading, and a newspaper so I can find a place to live LOL. Today I am going to study for my contractors license and skateboard for a while. My ex called last night... I wish she wouldn't do that, its still to hard to talk to her and I ended up just hanging the phone up on her after I told her I had other plans. It really is a contradiction when you love some one and hate them at the same time. I just want to reach the point of not caring anymore but it's not getting here fast enough. And no matter how many women I have dated or slept with it's still not easy. I've really only ended up not liking this new person I have become.