greg9211

I have been going to therapy about my ongoing divorce. I spent 8 years with a human time bomb who treated me with total contempt. I've learned some things about myself in this process, I am addicted to adrenalin rush of living with a person who would explode for no reason, I am addicted to my ex like a drug because thats what she is for me.... a drug. Still fucking hurts but everyday gets a little easier. After we split up I took up skateboarding because it would scare the shit out of me and give me the rush I needed. I just wish for one fucking day I could be a normal fucking human being.... just one fucking day.