greenxxghostie

i don't know what it isbut things are kind of a drag today. for the past couple of days really...i mean, nothing particaularily awful but a drag anyways. i mean, usually i don't mind being in my head and not too social or anything, sometimes i wonder if maybe i'm like that too much or something. its weird, because rationally, i know that i am not the same gawky little maladroit i may or may not have been as like, a kid and stuff. and no one is going to like, call me a nerd-loser-skid or whatever but for some reason i think that follows me around more than i think alot of the
time(?) maybe i should grow out of it but,well...
it sure is nice of y'all to think i'd make a good leader- er, just so you know i was kidding about the whole mayor thing though Really i don't think i know exactly what i'm gonna want to do when i get out of school, but it's more because there's alot i could see myself doing i guess. to be honest, as much as i enjoy the whole dynamic of the "political world" i kind of actually dread the thaught of ever being anything close to a politician...something way more grassroots. i've never really cared so much about the money aspect- i mean, i would like to be self-sufficient, comfortable, and yeah, it would be totally great to be able to take care of the people closest to me but beyond that- i'd like to travel of course, but i think that will just happen-just because i think i'm oriented towards doing social /communitywork, probably overseas, that's what inspires me. i think i'd be quite happy with that. i feel better actually, this song cheers me up ("just come on in/it ain't no sin/take off your skin/an' dance around in yer bones....