greenwolfman

Been in a bad modd most of this week and it has sucked, Funny part is today it is all rainy and yuck out and yet I feel better. Oh sure it could be the fact I got 10 hours of sleep, but I doubt it.

Apparently I am better at taking photos than I ever gave myself credit for. Some dudes I know in a band liked my photos of them so much, they want to use them for their album. I am very happy about this. That can't really pay me , but they will by me drinks.

New Years was kind of dull. I picked the wrong party to go to and i didn't plan it out well enough. Learned from my mistake though. Saturday after was fun. I went to Psychobilly freak out and had a hell of a time. Still kind of wierd hanging with Katie. She needs to be less fucking cute.

3 weeks until my birthday.

Fight for what you believe in. Fight as if losing is never an answer. Accept your losses as valued lessons.

Right now I just want to punch something. I just want this shitty feeling to go away. I don't want to hurt. I don't want to feel loss. I hate this.

So last night cute Katie broke up with me. She called me up on the phone and told me that she just wasn't ready for a relationship. I had a funny feeling in my tummy that this was coming. The funny thing is we still had a great phone conversation last night. It was hard not to just beg her to stay. I just wanted...
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Having a girl in my life definately reminds me that am still bipolar. I am better than I used to be, but I still get the shifts. I go back and forth thinking things with Katie are okay, to bracing for a breakup. I am doing a good job of handling it and not letting it control me.
I know the day will come when...
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I am falling in love and scared. why an I scared? Because I know damn well this girl can hurt me. But I also know that love is risky business.

So last night the one and only cute Katie came over to my house. I cooked her a smiple dinner of pasta and sauce, which she liked. But unlike most of our dates which consist of a lot of talking and kissing this one went to a new level. We had sex for the first time, and it was good.
Not only has it been...
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So I have been a very lucky man in that in the last few months I have made some really good friends. I have been hanging out with them and getting to know them all and as time goes on things come up. Like for instance there is a pretty big chunk of my life I never talk about. All I ever say is "stuff...
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Took my good buddy Dave out last night for his 23rd birthday. He thoruoghly enjoyed himself and said it was a great birthday. Which as being his friend made me happy. Mother fucker is a funny ass drunk too. He has been awarded the title of best drunk ever. But if you saw who he was up against you would see that doesn't really mean...
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So I went on a date with cute Katie last night. It was freaking awesome. Hanging out with her was a hell of a lot of fun. We were swapping MP3 files and cuddling. I know such nerds. But the best part was she asked me to spend the night. We didn't sleep have sex, but we did sleep together. Think I prefered that to...
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