greenlemon15

so excited for my day in NY tomorrow!!!!

no idea what I should do with my friend melanie....any ideas?

fighting to stay awake!!!!

at what point is being used ok?

i had two fillings yesterday

i need ALL my wisdom teeth out

im sick and tired of the ups and downs of depression

looks like im stuck without a promotion

BUT i keep going on...im gonna vent and be pissed but im sure as hell not gonna let some little shit like this keep me the fuck back.,,im gonna take on the world and make...
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im getting really pissed that im about to get passed over for another fucking promotion cause im too young this time.


i am a better manager then all of them fucking combined and this is bullshit


dear promotion
since you arent coming what do i work for anymore

been a weird last few days,

hooked up with my ex
hooked up with one of my best friends
went on a date with a girl ive liked for 3 years
had my date with another girl postponed or rain delay as im calling it

trying to figure out if i want to just keep having meaningless sex, find a gf, or be alone for...
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i guess i realize im more of a hopeless romantic than a slut since im more upset that the girl ive liked for three years isnt jumping to hang out with me as much than i am happy im about to fuck 3 different girls in the next few days

im so sick and tired of being depressed. it affects my work, my love life, my everything,

if i feel anything at all its sadness besides that im completely numb

i am on meds, i am seeing people, but i still have these fucking terrible days where i can barely function

i hate that there is no cure and ill probably never get over this...
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so my date went well.

picked her up, opened every door, went to chilis - I paid of course, went to the movies, then talked for a bit and took her home. We had our first date kiss though we have kissed in the past. It was amazing.

Went to see her the next night just for a kiss which was still amazing,

Last night...
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