I've been kind of vacant the past few days.
I'll just give the cliff notes.
My soul sucking job has been ok, people have been very happy with my work though they have NO idea how hard it is. I don't have to go back there for a week!!!
Job #2 is going well. We lost two employees last week, got one replacement, HUGE upgrade, and keep bringing in people from other stores. Not sure what to think. Not happy that the company froze all promotions cause I was getting really close to getting one.
Job #3, well the starting of our new business, is being a real pain in the balls and I think we need to rethink out business plan. Right now I just don't have the time or skills to do what I am being asked and I might have a solution.
Job #4 is still months away but the one job I can't fucking wait for. God I love baseball.
Well on the non-work front. A girl I've been friends with for 10 year, we both have liked each other but never really said it, told me last week she loves me. Now this week she barely talks to me. We are very far apart, me in CT and her in FL. And got excited and said I'll fly down to see you and she was excited. After the I Love You she seems to not remember that convo all too well. So last night I went out with a friend to get food and talk and came to the conclusion I should just stop pining for her now and move on, it is a timing thing.
*This seems to be a pattern with me, there are three girls I have serious feelings for and would be happy with but one is in NY, the other FL, and the 3rd is close but she is in love with someone else who doesn't love her back, oh did I mention the 3rd person is the friend I went to dinner with last night*
Anyway I told FL girl how I felt and it seemed like the jogged her memory on something cause all of the sudden she wanted to talk more and call me later. Well I have no idea and to top that off I had an ex idk what IM me asking why we never dated and I told her we just aren't right for each other. I mean the sex was fun and that was really all we ever were, she knew that. But it seems honest sucks but frankly I don't give a damn.
I've been completely numb for the past 2 weeks with only a few moments of pure rage in my life so things need to change. Im going to lunch with two of my best friends today before work and I am going to enjoy my day. Not to mention I have the next two days off and days off are like white buffalo to me.
OK enough blabbering I need to shower and get dressed...you know showers are a lot more fun when they are with someone, I need a gf.
I'll just give the cliff notes.
My soul sucking job has been ok, people have been very happy with my work though they have NO idea how hard it is. I don't have to go back there for a week!!!
Job #2 is going well. We lost two employees last week, got one replacement, HUGE upgrade, and keep bringing in people from other stores. Not sure what to think. Not happy that the company froze all promotions cause I was getting really close to getting one.
Job #3, well the starting of our new business, is being a real pain in the balls and I think we need to rethink out business plan. Right now I just don't have the time or skills to do what I am being asked and I might have a solution.
Job #4 is still months away but the one job I can't fucking wait for. God I love baseball.
Well on the non-work front. A girl I've been friends with for 10 year, we both have liked each other but never really said it, told me last week she loves me. Now this week she barely talks to me. We are very far apart, me in CT and her in FL. And got excited and said I'll fly down to see you and she was excited. After the I Love You she seems to not remember that convo all too well. So last night I went out with a friend to get food and talk and came to the conclusion I should just stop pining for her now and move on, it is a timing thing.
*This seems to be a pattern with me, there are three girls I have serious feelings for and would be happy with but one is in NY, the other FL, and the 3rd is close but she is in love with someone else who doesn't love her back, oh did I mention the 3rd person is the friend I went to dinner with last night*
Anyway I told FL girl how I felt and it seemed like the jogged her memory on something cause all of the sudden she wanted to talk more and call me later. Well I have no idea and to top that off I had an ex idk what IM me asking why we never dated and I told her we just aren't right for each other. I mean the sex was fun and that was really all we ever were, she knew that. But it seems honest sucks but frankly I don't give a damn.
I've been completely numb for the past 2 weeks with only a few moments of pure rage in my life so things need to change. Im going to lunch with two of my best friends today before work and I am going to enjoy my day. Not to mention I have the next two days off and days off are like white buffalo to me.
OK enough blabbering I need to shower and get dressed...you know showers are a lot more fun when they are with someone, I need a gf.
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