ok i cant explain what happened the last 24 hours well enough for anyone to really understand but the quick bit of it is this.
About 6 months ago i gave up sex and checking girls out to center myself and stop being a walking hard on well that has been all well and good but so far no one has shown up on my relationship radar either so its been boring
let me mention now that i have a very addictive personality and that's y i dont do drugs or drink cause i couldnt stop instead i buy movies or comics, a much safe vice.
SO we went to the strip club last night and OMFG the old me tried to get out and my friends egged it on so horn dog me almost escaped and i tried to keep him in but now im llike fucking jones for tits and shit, im freaking shaking and i feel like im on fire! i need a fix and this feel weird. i didnt even really look at a girl for like 6months and it seems all that built up and now im going nuts from lack of it
idk if i should go back to horny me cause my friends says i was a lot more fun and they miss that side and not the "adult" boring part and it freaks me out
gahhh i need sex!!!!!
About 6 months ago i gave up sex and checking girls out to center myself and stop being a walking hard on well that has been all well and good but so far no one has shown up on my relationship radar either so its been boring
let me mention now that i have a very addictive personality and that's y i dont do drugs or drink cause i couldnt stop instead i buy movies or comics, a much safe vice.
SO we went to the strip club last night and OMFG the old me tried to get out and my friends egged it on so horn dog me almost escaped and i tried to keep him in but now im llike fucking jones for tits and shit, im freaking shaking and i feel like im on fire! i need a fix and this feel weird. i didnt even really look at a girl for like 6months and it seems all that built up and now im going nuts from lack of it
idk if i should go back to horny me cause my friends says i was a lot more fun and they miss that side and not the "adult" boring part and it freaks me out
gahhh i need sex!!!!!
I was asked to be in a porno by an old friend from high school's girlfriend. the same girl he broke up with me for 5 years ago! it was awkward. on a strange level I feel we can relate, because I am too trying to straighten up my shit, be more respectful to my body and others, stop drinking so much, and just be sorta responsible. and the dating scene sucks, and I officially threw in the towel today.
good luck!