greenlemon15

im getting really pissed that im about to get passed over for another fucking promotion cause im too young this time.


i am a better manager then all of them fucking combined and this is bullshit


dear promotion
since you arent coming what do i work for anymore

been a weird last few days,

hooked up with my ex
hooked up with one of my best friends
went on a date with a girl ive liked for 3 years
had my date with another girl postponed or rain delay as im calling it

trying to figure out if i want to just keep having meaningless sex, find a gf, or be alone for...
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i guess i realize im more of a hopeless romantic than a slut since im more upset that the girl ive liked for three years isnt jumping to hang out with me as much than i am happy im about to fuck 3 different girls in the next few days

im so sick and tired of being depressed. it affects my work, my love life, my everything,

if i feel anything at all its sadness besides that im completely numb

i am on meds, i am seeing people, but i still have these fucking terrible days where i can barely function

i hate that there is no cure and ill probably never get over this...
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so my date went well.

picked her up, opened every door, went to chilis - I paid of course, went to the movies, then talked for a bit and took her home. We had our first date kiss though we have kissed in the past. It was amazing.

Went to see her the next night just for a kiss which was still amazing,

Last night...
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well i just got home from a long short weekend. drove down to MD for the showing of my grandpa headstone, lots of tears lots of emotions but its done. i got to see a few of my lovely cousins and see part of my family which is always nice.


i have a date tomorrow and im really excited. it is with a girl ive...
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Well i'm finally back after a long hiatus thanks to breaking up with my gf.....long as story but it boils down to im only 25 and she doesnt feel like THE ONE and i need to see what else is out there. I still want to do so much.


Ill post much more soon.


kinda sad though cause well i do love her and miss...
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57 Days until my cruise to the Bahama's....should be fun...my first cruise


I have training today for work and got NO sleep so I feel like shit plus I have to coach my basketball team tonight which normally is awesome expect we haven't played in three weeks and could get blown out

Just started going back to the gym and my body HURTS but I...
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still fucking sick...ROCKING a migraine and got a full day of work ahead of me....this sucks

Got an easy appointment for the Neurologist hopefully they will figure SOMETHING out....first day back at work tonight....still having issues driving and really doing anything so lets see how this works out.


having game night with friends tomorrow

and counting down the days till the cruise my gf and two best friends are going on

Well today will be the first day I get to try driving again...should be fun

I have been wearing a Holter monitor for almost 24 hours now....basically reading my heart for a day...I'll find out what it says on Monday

Got another neurologist appointment in about a week and my money is on them finding the answer to my problems

either way I keep missing...
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