It feels so good to be 'revived'. I don't know where this 'I'm in love' feeling will end up,or how long it will last, but wherever it does, it just feels really good right now. I just hope I can ride this wave into something more positive for my health cause it deserves it. I've really given my body the cold shoulder for so long now and yet it keeps hanging in there. Of course, that doesn't mean it will respond to my treating it right. Not to sound like I"m on cloud 9, but it just feels like I"ve found something I lost a long time ago. I'm sure what I've found has changed over the years and who knows, maybe its changed into something I don't like. But just by looking at her eyes and smile, I can't help but let it all come in. There's such a comfortable vibe that her eyes give off its amazing. I just hope I can change myself and maybe appear in her life one day.
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