I look at how other people my age are faring so far in this journey and realize I am so way behind. It really makes me even more depressed because I have yet to go through many of the tests that us humans usually go through and while I'm not broken yet, I continually push the limit. Next up on the horizon is a therapy session to see if that helps. If that doesn't, the immenent bullet waits for my face in the horizon. I don't know what else to do. Its a matter of my brains self perception vs. what reality really says about me.
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