How all of you are doing my beloved friends? I expect that you all are good. I came today to talk about how fragile we are. Not in the mind see, the mind itself has its own problems and weaknesses, and this world is making it worse for some of us. I know mine is a little troubled, but here we are, fighting everyday.
I've discovered recently that along my genetically inherited migraines, I inherited an specific condition from my father side. We haven't been close for the past 40 years, which made very difficult to know about it but, again, such is life.
It started with some weakness on my dominant hand, and I've thought that it was related with work, so, I've tried to slow down a bit and get less time on the keyboard. Turns out that a few days later, not even my workouts have been possible, and an excruciating pain was irradiating from my hand to my shoulder.
The diagnosis was some kind of necrosis of the semilunar bone, that will cause my hand not to move in a certain way anymore. Treated, the hand still works, but the wrist has some limitations. And now the pain is coming back.
Why I'm telling all this? Well, I've lost my dearest friend at the age of 16 to a devastating glioblastoma. It's not something you expect to see happening with someone close to you, specially not at this age, but it taught me a lot. And since what I have can be considered somehow permanent and that it can affect other bones and cause more pain and distress, a little bit of advice, if I may.
Live your lifes at the maximum. I hope I could have done a lot of things different, but we can only mover forward. I'm grateful for everybody I knew and everything I was able to see and learn and, if that genetic plague somehow and someday take me away, I'm already in peace with the world.
Lots of people will suffer and cry and some others will rejoice with my departure, but, that's life. Glad I've could be part of this ride for so long and that this site was part of my memories, which, by the way, are considered eidetic, since I can remember everything since I was 5.
As long as I can be here, I will try to keep doing my best and being the most gentle as possible. Keep rocking people, keep rocking girls, you make this world more beautiful.