Well haven't posted a blog on here and I don't really know why I'm going to bother because there's only one person who's prolly gonna read it...
But anyways, it seems like i'm at a point in my life where I'm just standing in the crossroads with no clue on which way to turn. Its actually really really scary, I have no idea on what I want to do for the rest of my life and its comming to a point where I have to make a choice that can change everything in my life for better or worse. I'm comming up to the end of my enlistment, I can choose to re-enlist staying in the stable life I've lead for the past 6 years, or I can get out and leave that stability behind me and try to better my life in college. And I'm completely torn between the two.
I've asked for advice from family and it seems they're just as split as I am... And the friend's that I trust their opinion... Of course just as divided about it. I just have this feeling of impending disaster comming and I dont know what to do about it... And its all the more scarier since I'm going to have to face it alone.
But anyways, it seems like i'm at a point in my life where I'm just standing in the crossroads with no clue on which way to turn. Its actually really really scary, I have no idea on what I want to do for the rest of my life and its comming to a point where I have to make a choice that can change everything in my life for better or worse. I'm comming up to the end of my enlistment, I can choose to re-enlist staying in the stable life I've lead for the past 6 years, or I can get out and leave that stability behind me and try to better my life in college. And I'm completely torn between the two.
I've asked for advice from family and it seems they're just as split as I am... And the friend's that I trust their opinion... Of course just as divided about it. I just have this feeling of impending disaster comming and I dont know what to do about it... And its all the more scarier since I'm going to have to face it alone.