grayness

So, some good thoughts for tomorrow, please everyone.
I'm going to need them.
And probably for a while after.

I'm taking Fang in for an endoscopy. It's either lymphoma, or bowel disease. He's still himself, same attitude, still has energy... but obviously, the weight just isn't getting better. So I need to see what can be done, while he's still reasonably healthy. I'm not thrilled with doing endoscopy, but it will give more information about what can be done. And about what should be done.

Endoscopy is not risky at all, but when it does have problems... they are usually bad.

So.

Of all my kids... he's as much a person as any human I know.