grayce

oh drama...
how strange is this scenario?....i write that email from the last journal as a responce to a story someone else wrote me about their personal life....the next morning i wake up and their is an email from jeff ...its a forward from the dick head guy's Ex appologizing to jeff for not beleiving him when he tried to warn her about the guy..... in the email it said something about how she knows kevin lied about jeff and I and how kevin also told me he loved me....
i just thought that was fucking awesome of her to say sorry to jeff for being a jerk. that takes some serious balls... this girl wants to curb my face because she thought i was fucking this guy...so i dont know if ill ever tell her how awesome i think that is but i never thought she would do anything like that..
im sure the guy told her stupid crap about me just like he told me how 'insane and crazy' she was... yeah she did some nutty things but fuck, the girl was in love with this douche bag. i did some stupid retarted insane crap cause i thought he cared about me too..
i hope she knows shes much better than him because she is.

oh i got off track.... so the entire reason im babbling about this email is because jeff forwarded it too me asking me 'the gods honest truth' about what happened with that guy...
i swear i thought i told jeff mostly everything about the kid and i before...like the kind of stuff he would tell me and blah blah... but i just emailed him back and told him to read my journal entry..
i just thought it was totally fucked up that those things happened simotaneously... only fate can control taht kind of stuff. i felt awesome after i wrote that journal/email... cause i felt like i got all of it off my chest and verbalizing/writing it helped me accept it as reality....the reality of what a douche bag this guy is.

so yeah i was freaking out that jeff wasnt going to talk to me again or was going to hate me or something cause of that journal and cause im dumb and wanted a douche bag.
yeah, so let me tell you how fucking lucky i am to have an understanding, caring, best friend like jeff.... im fucking lucky.

so i have an ear ache from sniffling all day.. i think i sniffled all that snot up into my head. ...it fucking hurts. i took nitequil a while ago which is why this journal is utterly incoherant. im sorry.

my kids are being goofy.. i took the boys to school with me this evening so the class could see them. i gave my presentation on TB in south africa... it was boring.. i also gave my presentation on the ELN williams beuren syndrome gene.. ..also turned in my paper, practiced for my french oral exam, got review stuff for my written exam, and set up study times.... so today was ultra productive...

speeking of ultra... anyone ever seen ultrapee pee from invader zim? ..tehehe thats fuckin funny.

im making mac and cheese... oh how i love the sweet goodness that comes in the blue box....::melts:: who needs men? we got cheese....

oh my ear oh my ear.... ok im going to eat mac and cheese, watch rainbow bright... YES THATS RIGHT KIDS! I GOT A RAINBOW BRIGHT DVD!! BOOOYYYAAAAAAAA.... yes im a geek.. and imma eat my cheese.

yo im out!