So someone recently asked me how i stay good friends with my X... well heres the story.. and stuff....
psst... school blows, the gliders are great.. i heart them.. i have to drop some classes... i have another genetics exam.. god i need to do well..
i hung out with my dad today for a few hours.. it was great. hes really trying hard. i purchased a mirrior from him that was in the house we grew up in... he needed the money....so no ipod for me.. hehe and the kids will just have to deal with one cage for right now. i hope my gma and gpa wouldnt be mad at me for 'buying' that mirrior.
i took the navel piercing out.. it itched and was pissing me off... . ok its bed time. i hope everyone is wonderful and well.. im sorry i have a total lack of time to get back with people... im trying i promise!
Jeff and I are good friends still because we are adult enough to get past garbage in the past. I'm the mean one i guess. I broke up with him on july 4th ...wow i guess almost 3 years ago now.. no that cant be. well a few years ago. i broke up with him for many different reasons but the main one being that i didnt know why i was with him anymore because i wasnt happy. we had dated for 3 and a half years, half of HS and half of my college years. It was good for us to break up because i have grown tons since then and he is still growing. we grew together for a long time and at the same pace but we ended up going two ways.. i went the college route and tried to get him to go.. he went for a quarter but then dropped out... and he worked at sam goody for a while then some tattoo shops.. got all tattooed and pierced dispite the fact that he couldnt get a good
job....and still dosent know what to do with himself. he still never found a good job. which bothers me. but i cant spend all my time trying to change him or improve him because its not my job...which is what i spent a ton of time and energy doing in our relationship. its not that i didnt love him the way he was its that i saw and see so much more potential hes choosing to waste by doing nothing with himself.
i choose school..and to not get tattooed or pierced until i knew i could work and do so... and i know its only temporary... which is why im having fun with it. i know i cant have the kind of life i want for myself and my future with holes in my face. no matter how much id like to believe that this world will be unbias towards what i choose to do to myself..the will never get past the holes in my face in the fields i want to be in. so.. have fun now.. while i can but when its time ill conform.
jeff gets mad that i choose now to get tattooed and pierced... he wishes it was then.. and he gets angry at me for 'contridicting' myself... because i yelled at him about getting tattooed and pierced... well the difference is.. i have a job and im in school.. and i can pay my bills, live on my own, and do what i want with holes in my face because i have proved myself without them... and he babysits or slaves at the shop he works at but dosent get paid to work at... lives off his aunt who spoils him rotten... and yeah.
but in the end..hes a great friend, has always been there for me unlike anyone else i have ever met.. and i knwo he will always be there for me.
psst... school blows, the gliders are great.. i heart them.. i have to drop some classes... i have another genetics exam.. god i need to do well..
i hung out with my dad today for a few hours.. it was great. hes really trying hard. i purchased a mirrior from him that was in the house we grew up in... he needed the money....so no ipod for me.. hehe and the kids will just have to deal with one cage for right now. i hope my gma and gpa wouldnt be mad at me for 'buying' that mirrior.
i took the navel piercing out.. it itched and was pissing me off... . ok its bed time. i hope everyone is wonderful and well.. im sorry i have a total lack of time to get back with people... im trying i promise!
Jeff and I are good friends still because we are adult enough to get past garbage in the past. I'm the mean one i guess. I broke up with him on july 4th ...wow i guess almost 3 years ago now.. no that cant be. well a few years ago. i broke up with him for many different reasons but the main one being that i didnt know why i was with him anymore because i wasnt happy. we had dated for 3 and a half years, half of HS and half of my college years. It was good for us to break up because i have grown tons since then and he is still growing. we grew together for a long time and at the same pace but we ended up going two ways.. i went the college route and tried to get him to go.. he went for a quarter but then dropped out... and he worked at sam goody for a while then some tattoo shops.. got all tattooed and pierced dispite the fact that he couldnt get a good
job....and still dosent know what to do with himself. he still never found a good job. which bothers me. but i cant spend all my time trying to change him or improve him because its not my job...which is what i spent a ton of time and energy doing in our relationship. its not that i didnt love him the way he was its that i saw and see so much more potential hes choosing to waste by doing nothing with himself.
i choose school..and to not get tattooed or pierced until i knew i could work and do so... and i know its only temporary... which is why im having fun with it. i know i cant have the kind of life i want for myself and my future with holes in my face. no matter how much id like to believe that this world will be unbias towards what i choose to do to myself..the will never get past the holes in my face in the fields i want to be in. so.. have fun now.. while i can but when its time ill conform.
jeff gets mad that i choose now to get tattooed and pierced... he wishes it was then.. and he gets angry at me for 'contridicting' myself... because i yelled at him about getting tattooed and pierced... well the difference is.. i have a job and im in school.. and i can pay my bills, live on my own, and do what i want with holes in my face because i have proved myself without them... and he babysits or slaves at the shop he works at but dosent get paid to work at... lives off his aunt who spoils him rotten... and yeah.
but in the end..hes a great friend, has always been there for me unlike anyone else i have ever met.. and i knwo he will always be there for me.
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il_brutto:
It's totally something I would do but it was 7 am and my brain wasn't fully operating. I just went in with my little voter book thingy and filled in the answers I had already decided on. i really wish I had. It's not like they would throw it away. The government wouldn't do that. would they? Doesn't matter, my state way blue like a motherfucker anyway.
likeclockwork:
gotcha, same here. i'm a senior agewise, but nowhere near that in credits. i have so much science left to take its unbelievable, i think my first two years of school did not move me an inch toward graduation. oops.