grayce

blah. so my boss (victoria) gave me a book today called "he's just NOT that into you"........I AM A LOSER. my boss gave me a self help book cause im a tard and keep feeling dumb and shitty about boys. im fucking stupid people. oh well heheh i care right?

so i have a crap load of homework to do.. i could do one of teh following:

- finish my lab reports which are all due on tuesday, I have one full report to finish/start, and two to ...well finish.

- begin studying 4 chapters in statistics for my exam on next saturday..its one of three...and gee, i failed the last one so i might want to do well on this one right?...

-finish my art project for fine arts experience

-read some of the 2 chapters i need to read for social psych before wednesday for the exam..another class i should be doing better in.. but im not cause i dont give a poop.

- hm...or i could study some french.

but instead of doing anything productive on this empty saturday night, i'm going to get high and watch a movie by myself while eating left over indian food. i'm spiffy kids. he he he.
at least my lil fuzzy kids like me... well actually right now there more interested in chasing eachother around trying to hump eachother. damnit. even they are getting some....oh well...this is where being apathetic would come in handy.

so how do i learn how to not care?