grayce

fuck.
girls are stupid.
emotions should be destroyed.
please give me a labotomy for christmas.
i dont want to feel anymore.
i dont want to care.
i dont want to be attached.
steal my heart and use it for someone else.

every time i get optimistic about something or someone in my life crap happens and it gets shattered so quickly. why cant i have what i want?
just once?
just this once??!

i want someone i can rely on.. i want someone to hold me and be there for me. i want someone to love me and let me love them. no ones ready for it...the times not right.
god my face is hot and red. i hate being upset.

you know there is always someone there for you...
but its only yourself that can do that.
no one else can be there...
no one else can love you.
so just get used to it..
quit being the fucking hopeless romantic..
quit searching and hoping.. because you'll always be dissapointed.