ick... i think i am sick. my lymph nodes in my neck behind my ears are pretty much solid. i feel kinda poopy. my ears also hurt..but i think thats more from stretching them from an 8 to a 4 in less than a week. gee.. i wonder?
this weekend's been interesting. last night some kids from work came over after we went to the party source and we just sat here and drank. one kid i went to HS with came over.. i had no idea he was so funny...all three of them are hilarious actually.. and all quite smart. these kids have like 3.8-4.0 gpas. i dont really work my ass off for mine which is like a 3.4 right now.. which is all nice and dandy but jesus... they are just brilliant. ones going to be a vet.. thats alex, ones going to be either a bio-chemist, or a some grad chem stuff...egh! thats the kid i went to hs with, and paulie is..well hes paulie but hes smart as hell too.
so i'm broke. maybe i spent too much money on pocket pets, fish, and other random stuff..? to compensate i just sold a bunch of books, cds, and dvds. i made like 200 off teh cds and dvds and 100 off the books. i'm also cleaning my moms house this weekend, watching my old neighbors dog and cat while their gone, and i'm going to try to get a power washer and clean the side walk here and at my moms..that sounds queer but if youve ever seen a power washer do its thing... and your a neat freak... you'd want to power wash everything too.
today work was normal. Cannon, Alex, and I worked all morning. I spent most of it cleaning, then we all watched The Prisoner, a tv show from the late 60's. it was interesting. there's a huge white bubble that eats people. strange show.. good though.
this evening was spent with my Dad's side of the family. there quite... um.. yeah there an interesting bunch. thats to say the least. i was excited to see my cousins though. there angels. Lily, Luke, and Lindsay. wonderful kids...so precious. they are the reason I want kids. every time i see them, they just jump into my arms and tell me how much they missed me and how they want to come over and play at the castle park. there so smart and funny.
some day i'll find someone who makes me that excited about my future.. that i might actually be able to conceive of bringing something so special and wonderful into this crap ass world.
other than that seeing the family was normal.. they commented on my new piercings....if they only knew.. bahahh
i also learned something interesting about how boys think the other day... some how the other night we got on the topic of how many people everyones slept with.. after i told frankie id only been with jeff he was like.. shit.. do you have any idea how coveted you are now? your the type of girl guys want to marry.. so coveted..
made me laugh but it was still interesting.
anyway i feel like doggie dookie so imma go sleep.
::test::
Results of "The Test"
How polite are you in bed?
Your score = 80
What does your score mean?
I'll certainly give you this: you know the unwritten sexual rules of etiquette like the back of your hand. Your score means that you are respectful, considerate and concerned with more than just your own pleasure. You know that good sex means giving and communicating, and you handle the whole thing in a very mature way. Congrats!
Pictures of Ava
this weekend's been interesting. last night some kids from work came over after we went to the party source and we just sat here and drank. one kid i went to HS with came over.. i had no idea he was so funny...all three of them are hilarious actually.. and all quite smart. these kids have like 3.8-4.0 gpas. i dont really work my ass off for mine which is like a 3.4 right now.. which is all nice and dandy but jesus... they are just brilliant. ones going to be a vet.. thats alex, ones going to be either a bio-chemist, or a some grad chem stuff...egh! thats the kid i went to hs with, and paulie is..well hes paulie but hes smart as hell too.
so i'm broke. maybe i spent too much money on pocket pets, fish, and other random stuff..? to compensate i just sold a bunch of books, cds, and dvds. i made like 200 off teh cds and dvds and 100 off the books. i'm also cleaning my moms house this weekend, watching my old neighbors dog and cat while their gone, and i'm going to try to get a power washer and clean the side walk here and at my moms..that sounds queer but if youve ever seen a power washer do its thing... and your a neat freak... you'd want to power wash everything too.
today work was normal. Cannon, Alex, and I worked all morning. I spent most of it cleaning, then we all watched The Prisoner, a tv show from the late 60's. it was interesting. there's a huge white bubble that eats people. strange show.. good though.
this evening was spent with my Dad's side of the family. there quite... um.. yeah there an interesting bunch. thats to say the least. i was excited to see my cousins though. there angels. Lily, Luke, and Lindsay. wonderful kids...so precious. they are the reason I want kids. every time i see them, they just jump into my arms and tell me how much they missed me and how they want to come over and play at the castle park. there so smart and funny.
some day i'll find someone who makes me that excited about my future.. that i might actually be able to conceive of bringing something so special and wonderful into this crap ass world.
other than that seeing the family was normal.. they commented on my new piercings....if they only knew.. bahahh
i also learned something interesting about how boys think the other day... some how the other night we got on the topic of how many people everyones slept with.. after i told frankie id only been with jeff he was like.. shit.. do you have any idea how coveted you are now? your the type of girl guys want to marry.. so coveted..
made me laugh but it was still interesting.
anyway i feel like doggie dookie so imma go sleep.
::test::
Results of "The Test"
How polite are you in bed?
Your score = 80
What does your score mean?
I'll certainly give you this: you know the unwritten sexual rules of etiquette like the back of your hand. Your score means that you are respectful, considerate and concerned with more than just your own pleasure. You know that good sex means giving and communicating, and you handle the whole thing in a very mature way. Congrats!
Pictures of Ava
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I'm at one of those weird points where everything's gone amazingly well for the last couple of years, but it's just not enough.
It's strange to think of the taboos associated with always wanting more.