grayblue

i have found myself in a very strange place. too many ex's... too many possibles... and i don't know what i want. no, not true, i do know. i want something real, stable, perpetual... but all i seem to find is fleeting... non-descript... uninteresting.
this town is too small...
i'm going to apply to go to japan for a year after i graduate via the jet programme. i need to get away... figure shit out... maybe i can do that in japan... we'll see, won't we?