graveyard

IN A STATE OF CONTROL

again
i'm here
waiting
for no one
to care
about the
human
who
is just trying
to be
a living
being
for once
just to look
at the
sunshine
and smile
for once
make me feel
warm
my glow
is gone

HOW I PRAY

how i pray
you never see
what i see
how i pray
you never hear
what i hear
how i pray
you never feel
what a broken
heart
feels like
under your feet
how i pray
you never
feel the pain
that i do
how i pray
to someday
tell you
i love you
how i pray
never to have
meet
someone...
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FULL MOON MORNING

mind tied
twisted
no windows
to see inside
all that binds
i wanna
talk
but
the mouth
doesnt move
listen
to my mind
no voice
no tears
pain
from the soul
sadness
behind the smile
just look
no touch
you put the
smile
where it
doesnt
belong

Hello to all. Sorry no entries for a while. The brain was in auto-shut-off mode. As the mind had to rethink it self and the body could not catch up. Did ya ever look at your life and wonder, i didn't order this. And i'm not paying for it. DAMMIT. Somebody get me the manager, now. Wow , i think the body is trying to...
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HAPPY DAY TO ALL YA MUTHA'S

ME 2

i wanna
take a walk
me too
i wanna
take a shit
me too
i wanna
take a bath
me too
i wanna
go to sleep
me too
i wanna
wake up
me too
i wanna
take advange
of a good friend
me too
oh
what love
she will follow you
to the end
of the earth
then
push you off

HARRY CRACK

americas most
unwanted
alone again
at the stoplight
with
no way to turn
nothing new
my whole life
is a rejection
a dollar short
a day late
a quart low
the one
standing on the sideline
watching
waving
saying goodbye
as my life goes by
this is
no dream
im just a friend
to myself
sit me down
on the barstool
before
i...
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DIVRNAL

another day
in the life
of me
how much
fun
can that
be
go home
to my room
go to bed
just
way too soon
at my age
i need to
have fun
but i have
to do it
with no one
so you
see
just maybe
that i'am
alone
a full house
but no home
no life
so i look
above
because
below...
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MR. NN

i walk
i talk
i follow your
every move
what you see
in me
you cannot forget
for i'am
someone
in the dark
trying to find
out
what makes
you tick inside
how
do you scream
eyes wide
so silently
let me know
your name
mr. nothing
nevermind
let me know

NUN OTHER

inside my
hell
i see you
smiling
at a life
i call
my own
are you
having fun yet
under my sun
are you
enjoying
what you have
at my
sweat and debt
smile monkey
smile for me
so i
can see
when i shoot
in the dark

going to vegas, what do you wan't.

LACRIMAL SECRETION

the final nail
is driven deep
into the soul
of reality
from the dead
i must return
back to the abyss
of life
my world
gone wrong
the right way
so
tonight i cry
for a reason
i don't
understand