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I don't know how i got here. I woke up this morning, decided to have a lazy blizzardy Sunday in the middle of NoWhere, watching DVDs and finishing Zelda.

Now I have two kittens cleaning themselves on my lap and one kitten on my shoulders licking my ears...

And I forgot how I got here.

Alzheimer's is a bitch, kids. ha ha!
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franandzooey:
This poem reminds me a bit of the beginning part of your last journal:

each man must realize that he can disappear very quickly...

The cat, the woman, the job, the front tire, the bed the walls, the room; all our necessities including love,
rest on foundations of sand-

and any given cause, no matter how unrelated; the death of a boy in hong kong or a blizzard in omaha...
can serve as your undoing.

all your chinaware crashing to the kitchen floor, your girl will enter in the center of it and she'll ask;
my god, what's the matter?

and you'll answer: I don't know, I don't know.....

-Charles Bukowski

haha. I just love that poem.
bluefreak:
yea it is a bitch isnt it?


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A few days ago, I posted an entry in my two journals spotlighting the decline of interest in relationships. Some of you hated it. Some of you were bored to tears. Some of you were driven to tears. But some of you really enjoyed it and the responses I gained from those people really opened my eyes to the possibilities this journal holds for me....
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I've been dealing with friends telling me about both negative and positive attention they're getting from their significant others. That's fine. I don't claim to be an expert on relationships, since nine times out of ten, my relationships get retarded because of some mistake or inobservation made by me (is in-observation even a word?). But there is one thing I need to point out.

I'm...
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franandzooey:
If you could eat anything right now, what would it be?
franandzooey:
haha. I think the only food I can really eat when I am sick is something light like fruit. Maybe too because I seem to eat too much asian food, sometimes the thought of it is just too overwhelming.
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The next book is going to be called either "the powder diaries", "Hollywood, Minnesota" or "Once Upon a Time in Minnesota".

It's the story of a newly graduated college student who returns to his hometown to become a drug dealer with his new four year education.

Yes, I'm still bitter for not graduating yet.
bluefreak:
i like hollywood minnesota...the others semm kinda weak for names. and as awlays i want a copy of anything you writ


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On an anti-climatic note, I just realized I'm the only member of SG within my 50 miles. I think it's time to get some SGArmy stickers and plaster this fucking Midwest hellhole, don't you think? EL SUICIDO LOCO
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I can't start writing my next book, because I don't know where to start. Typical problem, I'm aware.

So I'm sitting here, incense burning, staring at my computer screen, my mind is blank and I can't help but feel that I knew this day would come some day.
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I was reading this article on "earworms", which is a word for those songs that get stuck in your head.

I remember Boyz II Men's "I'll Make Love to You" being in my head for over 2 weeks once while in high school.

Now I have The Pogues's "In Heaven There Is No Beer" stuck in my head.

I'll take the Pogues, thank you. blackeyed ARRR!!!
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So my writers block has finally gone away, only I found myself writing something horribly surreal last night. I'm still not sure if it really makes sense or if I was letting a late night, Lewis Carroll, and pills make all my decisions.

Regardless, I certainly got something off my chest, whatever it was.

But if I found out, I'm keeping it to myself. It's...
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Maybe things are starting to look up...I'll post something more positive again someday. ARRR!!!
mikael:
well, your profile pic is very cool. Caught my eye. Hope that's positive enough for you.