What guides me?
Am I here because I'm meant to be here? Are there sub-conscious steps before me? Or is this really a set of horrible mistakes and personality glitches?
Every time I was ever hurt. Was I supposed to learn or just stay in one place and build up humility?
Am I going to explode?
I can't control myself anymore. My sub-conscious steps are becoming faster and faster, one foot before the other, no control over which direction I run and as hard as I try, I'm allowing outside control in my life.
I'm scared that I'm not myself anymore. Maybe I'm evolving. Or maybe de-evolving.
I'm a protozoan.
Destiny hurts.
Am I here because I'm meant to be here? Are there sub-conscious steps before me? Or is this really a set of horrible mistakes and personality glitches?
Every time I was ever hurt. Was I supposed to learn or just stay in one place and build up humility?
Am I going to explode?
I can't control myself anymore. My sub-conscious steps are becoming faster and faster, one foot before the other, no control over which direction I run and as hard as I try, I'm allowing outside control in my life.
I'm scared that I'm not myself anymore. Maybe I'm evolving. Or maybe de-evolving.
I'm a protozoan.
Destiny hurts.
good to have you back *hugs*