graven

I feel this...I don't know, I feel like everything is becoming clear. It's like a second growing up. I come from a world of hard labor, 10 hour days out in the heat, factories, truck stops...and I don't want that. If I have to alienate myself and become an even blacker sheep, then I will, because I'm sick of making decisions on whether or not I'm going to make my family or friends happy. I need to make decisions based on whether or not I'm being true to myself and I'm living up to my own expectations of my life.