dario and i just broke up..........this just doesn't feel real to me. i am beyond sad right now. don't worry, he's not a bastard. we still love each other...it's just that we haven't been truly happy together for some time now, and we came to this realization together. we've been lying to ourselves, basically. so nobody pity me or hate dario. he is a good...
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chaosmachine:
i'm sorry to hear that, I hope you find what you're looking for. It can be tough to realize that you aren't with the right person. It can take a lifetime to find one or no time at all.
been awhile since i said anything on here.
things have been getting better for me in the last few weeks. i was in quite a funk for a good month there, especially after my old friend joe passed away. i ate a bunch of shitty food, drank a lot of beer, soda, kool-aid and other sugary, calorie-laden beverages, ate tons of meat which i don't...
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things have been getting better for me in the last few weeks. i was in quite a funk for a good month there, especially after my old friend joe passed away. i ate a bunch of shitty food, drank a lot of beer, soda, kool-aid and other sugary, calorie-laden beverages, ate tons of meat which i don't...
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gratia_artis:
yeah, atkins is the devil. i eat a mostly vegetarian diet, so atkins would not work for me. i've lost tons of weight eating carbs. i'm sure if you changed to eating only good carbs and started working out, you'd notice that you'll lose weight the natural way. 
chaosmachine:
LOL, it wa snice to see you, I leave next tuesday what are you doing saturday? Yep that was the idea, it was a silly pic of her cleaning it. Thanks , I really like my tats too! How are you anywho.
yesterday i needed to check my bank balance at the library computer lab...
does it bother no one else that many of the chairs in the public library computer lab possess very suspicious stains? are people pissing their pants in these things? it sure looks like it. are women menstruating upon them? one chair's stain was highly suggestive of this possibility. disturbing. they seriously need...
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does it bother no one else that many of the chairs in the public library computer lab possess very suspicious stains? are people pissing their pants in these things? it sure looks like it. are women menstruating upon them? one chair's stain was highly suggestive of this possibility. disturbing. they seriously need...
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happier entry than the last...
to start out, i want to say that my heart goes out to the people affected by hurricane katrina...i'm REALLY fucking hoping that someone is finally offering some kind of relief to those people, especially the ones stuck in and around the superdome in new orleans. i am so aggravated at the fucking media right now...these people are forced to...
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to start out, i want to say that my heart goes out to the people affected by hurricane katrina...i'm REALLY fucking hoping that someone is finally offering some kind of relief to those people, especially the ones stuck in and around the superdome in new orleans. i am so aggravated at the fucking media right now...these people are forced to...
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i'm back! i took advantage of this special offer i got emailed...something like 30 bucks for a year...hell yeeeah! back to naked chicks for me...
alas, today is a sad day...i found out a really close family friend passed away this week. i went to the wake with my family today and bawled my eyes out. this guy and his wife and daughter hung out...
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alas, today is a sad day...i found out a really close family friend passed away this week. i went to the wake with my family today and bawled my eyes out. this guy and his wife and daughter hung out...
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hecklongtree:
Sorry to hear about the death of your family friend, but I'm glad you returned to the site. Welcome back!
this could be potentially the last entry for awhile, as my account expires on monday-ish. but i'll be back eventually. we just have to prioritize our spending so our new living situation is good. then we can get the little fun things.
well, i have a huge sense of finality, as we did our move-out inspection at our ex-apartment today. our luverly friend missy helped...
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well, i have a huge sense of finality, as we did our move-out inspection at our ex-apartment today. our luverly friend missy helped...
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hecklongtree:
Glad you like the new house. Sorry you'll be away from SG, but come back when you can afford it.
gratia_artis:
i will
well, we have most of our stuff unpacked at the new house, sans the stuff in the bedroom. it's hard for us to do the bedroom because me and the darster are on two different sleeping schedules. but the other rooms are all nice and neat and pretty now. and the kitty is loving her new home. as are we. i just feel like such...
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roxxee:
I love the feeling of a fresh new place to live.
hecklongtree:
Glad to hear you're getting settled in your news place. Come back soon to suicidegirls!
yay! we are moved into our place...furniture, boxes, kitty and all. kitty was freaking out but is comfy in the bedroom, living room and bathroom. kinda wary of the kitchen and laundry room, but she'll get used to it 
i love it! it really feels like home. i love my family so much for giving us an opportunity to live there and for helping us...
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i love it! it really feels like home. i love my family so much for giving us an opportunity to live there and for helping us... Read More
lenne:
I saw you on SG Hopefuls and wanted to come say HI, and all that groovy stuff.
You are beautimous and I want to make googly eyes at you. That is, if that doesn't creep you out.
See?--->
Googly googly.
You are beautimous and I want to make googly eyes at you. That is, if that doesn't creep you out.
See?--->
Googly googly.
gratia_artis:
that doesn't creep me out at all thank you! that compliment made my day, as i'm feeling particularly UN-pretty today...hehe
thank you! that compliment made my day, as i'm feeling particularly UN-pretty today...hehe
yay! been getting lots done as far as the moving thing goes. i did find someone to cover the first half of my shift at work on the day that we have to do the move out inspection and all that bullshit...hopefully i can find someone to do the last half so i don't have to go in at all! we have an all-staff meeting...
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gratia_artis:
SHIT 
gratia_artis:
to add more to that...maybe it's because guys don't talk about it a lot. i'm sure many guys have anxiety about walking alone at night and feel just as timid and apprehensive walking alone as a girl...they just don't all express it, so it seems like it doesn't exist when it very well does.