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i had a very good weekend
good venting of arguements w/ friends.
now for sleep

Like sort of really sucks right now.

I have never felt more unwanted or undesired than now.

Sad part is I have no idea why and I cant get an answer back from anyone as to why.

hell they dont even call back.

shit! what am I to do?
cant solve a problem unless I know what is wrong. and I dont know what is...
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I do not get women. I am man enough to admit this. I desire them I try to understand like any good man. but I giveup. up i give!
hell i hardly understand myself let alone trying to understand the opposite sex and them getting along with me. Maybe its just that i expect people, all people, to understand that when I talk I am...
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I a m b o r e d o f f m y a s s ! A n d I' m a w h i t e g u y s o i t w a s a s h o r t t r i p.

The thought of going back to DC kills me. It used to be a cool town back when punk first started and the DC punk scene was hot. Maybe its still there and I am just out of touch with it. Talked to my ex tonight. Hard thing to have to let go of someone you still love. But I have and she is in...
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I am bored off my ass. not that anyone cares. actually its nice to have some ananimity here. No one to read no one to comment.
eh good for now.
Still sexually attracted-desire- the last two girlfriends I had. The first cause I loved her so. The second cause well I loved her body and the sex was best I had for a long time....
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It's wed. and am in diire need of work. Which its looking like I may have to go bck to DC which I absoltly hate.
ugggh I hate DC but the job market here sucks. so if anyone need gd work done contact me! i;ll do it cheap (well sort of cheap)