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The thought of going back to DC kills me. It used to be a cool town back when punk first started and the DC punk scene was hot. Maybe its still there and I am just out of touch with it. Talked to my ex tonight. Hard thing to have to let go of someone you still love. But I have and she is in the past. Sad really. we both fucked it up.
Done with that. Man I am having the worst time with having girls call me back. I spent a whole day with this girl. Ok so we met drunk at the 700 dancing but the next day, hungover as shit I thought it went ok. That and I think my friend when I wasnt looking took her number and is calling her. But I cant be sure about that so I cant make any real acusations but I've got a funny feeling. You just dont do that to a friend. Even if she isnt interested in me. At least ask is all I'm sayin. That is if I mind I mean I know it was only one night and if I never speak to her again thats cool with me. But at least go 'dude I'm gonna ask her out is that cool with you?'
know what I'm sayin?
the worst part about not seeing someone is losing out on sex. Damn that girl gave great head.not the one from this weekend but the last chic I was seeing. ok have a good one.